Proving myself

I honestly don't know
how much more i can take
i keep making screw up after screw up
mistake after mistake

i keep hoping you'll realize
how much i care about you
because deep down i know
i would be lost without you

i hope it doesn't take long
to realize its a waste of time
i hope it doesn't take long at all
to realize your the reason I'm writing this rhyme

what else can i say
what else can i do
just say it and ill make it happen
to prove to you that i love you