How...

How do i say it
where do i start
this decision i have to make
is tearing me apart

should i keep it to myself
should i tell you how i feel
how am i supposed to know
if what I'm feeling is real

just looking at you makes me smile
my heart is feeling torn
and you are my light leading me
out of this dark and endless storm

you make me happy you make me laugh
and when you smile i smile
and just hearing the words you speak
makes my life worth while