I didn't mean to scream {Rondel}

I didn't mean to scream,
I didn't mean to hurt you.
And I'm hoping what I did I can undo,
or wake up find out it was a bad dream.

I shouldn't have let off the steam,
But it was so hard to not do.
I didn't mean to scream,
I didn't mean to hurt you.

This time I'm wrong and I'm on the wrong team,
I'm really sorry it's true.
And if there is anything I can do,
To wake up from this dream,
or upon my faith to make you lean
but really it's true I didn't mean to scream.

** Haha...its not good so I'm expecting down votes and bad comments...= = I hope not though :P But I'd rather hear the truth rather than just someone saying cute poem with no meaning at all. I was just trying a new style the Rondel...so I wanted to give it a try. That's why I couldn't make it good = = eee...**