Vice [part 5]

So unfair
Each time I cut.
A selfish thing,
Like tragedy struck.

My life a mess
With no direction.
Close suicide,
Dumb abdication.

I've lost it all,
The will to live.
No friend close by
To help believe.

Now one more
Addition to hell.
Unstable love,
All moving downhill.

Just little things
We clash and fight.
Argument extends
Still overnight.

Final reason
To live is gone.
No more heart
I'll call for home.

Life is cruel,
I'll make it stop.
My happiness;
My one last cut.