Once More

Raindrops are falling on me again,
you can't tell I'm crying in the rain,
the pain is becoming unbearable,
I still can't believe you're really gone.
It's been four months yet it seems longer,
it's like I'm still in this state of shock,
then the pain just hits me and I'm lost,
you were my everything and now you're gone,
how am I suppose to just move on?
That's like asking the sun not to shine,
it's completely impossible to forget,
I don't want to be without you,
you can't be dead..you just can't be...
The day you killed yourself,
you took more than my heart,
you took all of me; expect this empty body,
so I'll slice my wrist once more.
I'll be laying on the floor,
when I am found by whoever is concerned,
your picture will be covered in my blood,
and I'll be with you once more, my love.