My life in the in side

F**k life i don't want to live no more
please take a closer look at my soul,
I want to die,
If you know my life story
It would make you cry,
Life is full of crap
I wish i could just get shot,
theres only 3 words to describe my life
Pain, suffering, and torture
I know its sad but
Thats my life ,
Pain is like oxygen
I have it every second of my life,
Suffer is the only medicine i could depend on,
Torture is like the love i never had,
Thats my life,
I feel alone
I wish good luck to my soul
before i drop dead and hit the floor,
I don't even feel safe in my own home,
I cant trust you
I cant trust me
I don't even trust my shadow,
My only Friends i have
Are those voices i here at night,
Every one treats me like a fool,
I rather listen to the voices
And be evil and cruel,
Some day all be back
And i swear all get my payback,
All i could do is listen to the voices
And do what they say
If i don't they don't go away,
Most people ask why am i always alone
But they are wrong i'm never alone,
Thank god that your eyes are closed,
They always follow me
No matter where i go,
My hands are chained up
Am locked up
My soul is behind bars.
The only way out is
To close my eyes and
wait to die ,
I hope to see you in the other side