Goodbye

You're the reason for all of my fears
I drown in this ocean filled up with my tears
I cannot bear to see you cry
Don't want to believe that you have to die

The more I hope
The more I see
I'm damned to watch you
Leaving me

So insecure
About your fate
I hope for cure
It's not too late

I wished there was something I could do
So you could live just one more day
I would give my life to you
I love you more than I can say

The time we spent was so much fun
I can't believe that you will soon be gone
I'm so scared that you will die
That you'll fade away before my heart can say good bye

Without you I won't smile anymore
Nothing will be like it was before
The world so empty
The wind so cold
With pain and grieve
I'm getting old

If there's a god up in the sky
I'm begging you
Please don't let her die
I need you so right here today
I'm begging you
Please don't fade away

Every second I'm asking why
Why have you deserved to die
Now I'm crying to the sky
I'm not ready to say "goodbye"

- this poem is about one of my best friends...
she died of cancer on 19.09.2007
she became only 17 years old...

R.I.P. Sandra
I really loved you and I will never forget you...