Night of Pain and Passion

That night was full of passion
With infatuation and desire
But it ended with injustice
Burning my life with fire.

I let him go too far
I let him cause me pain
And because I let him
I'll never be the same

That night will haunt me forever
It puts my life to shame.
What will happen to my future one
When i say that I'm to blame

Will he reject me for what I've done?
Will he turn away with disgust?
Or will he love me all the more,
Proving this is not for lust.

My Life is already hard enough,
Without these rocks in the way.
And since I made that choice
I will be forced to pay.

This a true story that happened to a friend of mine. Please Vote/Comment.