My Past Sins Revealed

None of these instances are dramatized, i am showing to the world my past sins.......forgive me

i started out as the picked on little child
years after i attacked a boy, went wild

he tried to shield himself but it didn't work
my punches caused harm, i made a smirk

as they pulled me away a kid stared me in he eyes
i looked through angry vision, then at the kid's cries

I was humble and bookish friend to the friendless
a yearning to adjust, my exploits became endless

i discarded those that needed friends to fill my goals
i dropped them as if they were dangerous hot coals

they needed me, but i would not stay
i could've led them, i didn't even pray

i let my friends and their girlfriends commit acts
because of backward deals, trust, and old pacts

i am nothing great, just a wicked useless loser
i have done so much harm, I'm just an abuser