Locked up = suicidal thoughts

Feel locked up

being bound by the law of what is right

Having to listen to your parents as if slaves

but what i crave

is to be free

i have to do as they say

As i look into the sky weather day or night

i dream of doing what is right

i want to rebel

i feel anger grow inside

just staring at something so beautiful

Neva really having it

but always wanting it

As I'm stuck in the middle of something

i wish i was stronger and not so brittle

Going after those things I wanted

Instead of sitting there and letting them go by

Finally realizing my dreams was a lie

because while i was dreaming

time pasted by and began leaving

When i came to

I had lost all that was true

Feelings guilt, happiness, sadness, depression, loneliness.

All at once making me feel like I'm going insane

i fall to the floor

i started crawling to the door

what made me feel this way

y did i have to stay

looking at a sharp object

Seeing a way out

I grab it and put it to my heart

i close my eyes and wish for the end

And as just as fast it began it came to an end

i dropped the object and looked at my hand

And then i looked up out at the window

Finally feeling its beauty i lie down on my bed

Giving my mind rest and I feeling a sense of ease.

no more suicidal thoughts running through my head

I'm able to sleep peacefully in my bed.