Diary of mine 5 (True Love could be?)

Dearest diary of mine
my beloved friend of mine
how i wish i could be done
in dreaming i desire

i thought being alone will totally be a perfect
perfect in a person like me such aloof to world
and no wonder or been care for me even once
that's why i decide to leave the world secretly

thoughts of worries upon the memories if will remain
upon the land i been brought by GOD
in the arms i belong were it should be place?
in the heart of person were my destiny.

months has been past with the years go by
at the first quarter of the moon on the sky
i whisper with the little stars with me
hopping i could also feel the love that everyone has

it might be jealous or insecurities in my day life
and a lot of question
why no one love and care about me?
maybe because i am ugly
how sad in my part is that

in the middle of the night while drowning on tears
i never knew that GOD has a surprise for me
i met a guy on a store were i buy a snack
from that very moment i don't know what the feeling i feel

i always buying some sort of snacks there
mostly of the time when i am available
the guy i saw were always there
when i am at the store
he simply walking through my way

then one night he get my contact number
late at night it almost going at the early morning
cos almost 12am
he start texting me and visiting me at my dorm

oh dearest diary of mine
i never really fell it before
its just like there something bloom
at the bottom of my heart

i being more excited every now and then
wondering if he will going to arrive and visit me again
my few friends not close that i am in love
well i guest its true still not sure

then a few more months has spend
he totally meant his feelings for me
and i swear i feel the same way too
and i can't believe its true
even the most ugly people can also be love?

how i wish it won't end up soon
cos the feeling right now it's not joy but love
if it is True Love
could be also a magic from GOD it self
the long i waited for this
hopefully will go strong

oh my dearest diary of mine
i almost want to cry
cry for happy and also
cry for my self
i never expect it
anyway i will say i am just lucky