Coverup

I try to say it
but its impossible to speak three words to you
but its like you already know what I'm going to say
so you say "i love you too"

if you keep reading my thoughts of you
you must know how i feel
so please just tell me
that all of this is real

because if it isn't, reality
seems to fall apart
every morning i wake up without you
i already know a nightmare is about to start

so if you see me drinking
or just blankly staring up at the ceiling
just know that its all just a big cover up
for everything I'm feeling