Locked Door

I put my head down and walked away
Ashamed and confused I went astray.
Your heart shattered in front of my eyes,
I left all the pieces still where they lie.

I still have nothing left to say to you,
I still have no idea on what to do,
You lost something special, as did I.
But I had to walk away, I just cant say why.

Lost for the words I wish I could speak,
Wanting to pick up the pieces crumbled at your feet,
But my life has started all over again,
Now it is him and not you, as my man.

I did not not cheat and did not lie,
But I broke your heart and you still ask me why
In full truthfulness I am still unsure,
Why I chose to lock that door.

Apart of my life you no longer can be,
We both now have to move on, be set free.
I am with him and have started again
I have washed away my tears with the rain.

You only ever wanted the best for me,
Well now the best is to set me free.
So do not hold onto what is no more
Leave what I left which was once a locked door.