Two Sides to You..

You say you love me
You say I'm your perfect love
You say with me your so happy
If thats true
then why this?
Why treat me like I mean nothing to you
You act like I'm god's gift on earth when no one is around
But when your buddy's come
You basically treat me like dirt and push me to the ground
You love me with a love even I don't understand
You hold me and worship me..I make you weak
But when your friends stop by you act all tough, like some overpowering man
I don't get it
I don't get you
Apparently you just don't give a shit
I struggle every damn day to give it all to you
But You take it and leave it
And right now I just don't know what to do
I love you when we are together
But when we are apart
I wonder why we put up with each other
Help me understand
Fill me in...
How can I please both sides of you?