Dear boy,how could you?damn, I really loved u.

Dear Boy,

Sky
Is dark and blue
Unreachable.
Just same like You to me.
Sun is so far.
Same like you
Close to me,but I didn't feel it.
Why have You changed?

Calling to your phone,
I worry,dont u know?
No,u keep ur phone busy,as u usually do.
I went outside and what i seen.
where have u been,i really seen.

You said you'll work till midnight,
YOu said we cant meet coz you are busy.
Is this called bussines?
Sitting with her and tell her pretty words.
Good boy,maybe she will believe
But dont worry,later she will understand she were fooled.
Same like I understood now.

Fortunately,you dont see me.
You don't see how broken I'm,and how I'm going to nowhere.
Just to leave this place,Just to forget what i seen
Just to forget where have u been.
I even cant cry,i cant say a word
I see you are calling to my phone
Boy,i wont answer,i know what have u done.

I thought what was betweens us were called "love"
I felt like in heaven..no!much more above.
But now I understood it all was just a mistake
A big lie,a time that I waste.

Dont worry,I'm gona be ok soon.
Maybe I'll learn to love again one day
But now only to my destiny I obey.
Since I really wish you all the best
Just leave me all alone to get my rest.
And boy,i m telling u goodbye now
Now you know that i know all your lies.