Thank you for your kindness
and your friendly smile...

Why did you say you loved me,
when you never meant a word...

I do not remember you,
for you, I did not care...

I want to find the courage inside,
To pull me up from the floor...

How much I really love you,
You will never know...

You gave me your heart,
I pushed you away...

I wish people would stop it,
stop always knocking me down...

I think of all the good things,
that i have in my life today...

My face is pale,
my body is weak...

I want to tell you the good stuff,
And to be able to tell you the bad...

Dying inside,
coping no more...

I cannot find the words to say,
I think about you every day...