Look into her mind,
Is this just an act...

I cannot find the words to say,
I think about you every day...

I drink to ease the pain,
to hide away the tears...

I want to tell you the good stuff,
And to be able to tell you the bad...

Dying inside,
coping no more...

I don't have any feelings for you,
so stop textin me asking what i do...

My face is pale,
my body is weak...

I think of all the good things,
that i have in my life today...

I wish people would stop it,
stop always knocking me down...

A reason to love and a reason to care,
A reason to give and a reason to share...

I need to get you out of my house,
I need to erase you from my mind...

You gave me your heart,
I pushed you away...