I love you and I want you to know
Whatever happens I don’t want you to go...

I’m sick of being the burden on your life
I’m tired of being the fight between you...

I tried to be there
I tried to help...

The car swerves the siren sounds
our last mark as we hit the ground...

Thoughts of suicide running through my head
all of them screaming out all I wish I were dead...

People don’t understand
I’ll do whatever I can...

Standing over you holding the gun
thinking so hard about what i have done...

Baby Boy
i think you should know...

I want to write so bad
All these crazy things going on in my head...

Tears stream down my face I must now say good bye
my best friend has to leave now she could no long...

I pick up my knife
and I make my first slice...

You can’t explain it
your need to cause yourself pain...