"Am I in trouble?"
she asked, as an ambulance...
Love is nothing anymore
to what it had been once before...
In an overwhelming darkness,
I find myself to be searching...
And here we stand, as lovers;
Here, we stand as friends...
Baby, don't play games with me, I'm just not in...
I'm angry at the world; I'm sorry if I take it out...
I know you'll never say it:
those dreaded words, "Me too...
I didn't choose this face I wear; I didn't choose...
I didn't choose existence nor my sex nor to be...
"Do not care what people think"
is what I try to tell myself...
Tearing through my heart,
Ripping me apart...
Inside my head you'll always be
the one with everything I need...
When I eat popcorn,
the kernels stick in my mouth...
Little tiny heart of gold
that broke so young and bled so fast...