What is it? Why?
What distresses you so...

Just a step further, reaching farther
No.....................I've lost it...

Here I sit and another whole year has gone.
The pain still tears my heart to pieces...

Two hearts of gold stopped beating
That second you passed away...

Crushing weight infests the gloom
Dark clouds herald impending doom...

It overwhelms and saddens me
That even some very close family...

You think you know me you know what's going on
You think that I can do it you think that I'm...

They say all things happen for a reason that's...
As I sit here in silence broken hearted, crying...

Tall gallant gum trees skyward bound
Thin tawny grasses scattered around...

It never ends. It just goes on and on
The longing ,the loneliness, the loss it's so...

LIVING WHAT HELL BY ME
Oh God why? Please take this pain away...

Another morning, a new day has begun
So much important stuff still left undone...