Crushing weight infests the gloom
Dark clouds herald impending doom...

It never ends. It just goes on and on
The longing ,the loneliness, the loss it's so...

Two hearts of gold stopped beating
That second you passed away...

Yes these times are awfully bad
And dear God it’s so hard not to feel sad...

Here I sit and another whole year has gone.
The pain still tears my heart to pieces...

Sometimes I really have to laugh at me
I know I am putting off you see...

Another morning, a new day has begun
So much important stuff still left undone...

Just a step further, reaching farther
No.....................I've lost it...

My son my son my precious son
Where are you now that your time has come...

Whenever I seem to find some sort of peace of mind...
Something else crops up and kicks me from behind...

You think you know me you know what's going on
You think that I can do it you think that I'm...

What will ever become of me?
Now it is only I and not we...