You say that you love me
but still you don't see...

I wanted to smile
but there was always a frown...

In a flurry, a whirlwind
being tossed from side to side...

V1
i will be your princess...

A million goodbyes i have endured
A million times Ive felt insecure...

I'm tired of pretending
I'm tired of being here...

I'm going through my own shit
please don't try to help...

Ink in my pen
words in my mind...

My blood begins to boil
tears start to fill my eyes...

I know you are not here
Though I know you want to be...

~ this is a tanka (form of Japanese poetry~
Dreams of us float...

Look at me
see my pain...