I lay upon my messed up bed
The sheets in disaster beneath my limp head...

You care so much
Why? I'm unsure...

Thrown in the deep end
At such a young age...

Why won't you leave me alone?
I don't want you here...

If only you'd listened
I tried to let you know...

Haunted by nightmares
Tortured by thoughts...

I'm sitting here alone
Hoping i might get a glimpse of you...

So lost and confused
A mixed up mess...

Sick of trying
Sick of lying...

Who am I?
Soft straight hair that flows beyond my shoulders...

Another missing girl
Nobody knows...

You were my big brother
More special than any other...