Here I am screaming, out so very loud,
I'm trying to keep up with the crowd...

Drowning in desperation,
That's me, fearful and alone...

Love is unexplainable and unexpected,
In all of its many components...

I'm not the cause of this problem,
But the source that's not stopping it...

"I wish I was a little bit taller."
That's what they all say...

My outlook on life is blurry;
I'm slowly spinning out of control...

She innocently sits on her bed,
alone and unable to fight...

This so-called life went wrong,
And is now a bad dream...

There are so many things I regret,
And so much I can't hide...

These thoughts are all so numbing,
about things I and others go though...

Every word is cautiously thought out,
as if it could change the world...

I'm in this world by myself,
and living one big lie...