I can't seem to put this behind me
how easily you've forgotten what use to be...

I hate the way you look at me.
I hate the way I act...

Things are changing
don't know how I'm dealing...

I've been asked whether I'm depressed
have there been any resent changes...

You consistently tell me that you're here,
yet I'm always alone after every tear...

Smiling doesn't help
Acting fake wont get you far...

You hate me
and we both know it...

If only things were easier
If only you didn't need to worry...

Where did you go,
I guess I'll never know...

Why am I the way I am
why does it seem like I don't give a damn...

Sitting here wondering whether or not I should...
Wondering if it would make a difference this time...

Broken battered
shattered and seduced...