I finally found
whats been missing...

For too long I've been depressed
For too long I've faked a smile...

I think I'm going to
give up on you...

I cant do this
I cant keep living a lie...

In my dreams, I am someone who is not me
Someone who hides in the shadows of life...

The friendships that we gained
will hopefully remain...

I'm bored and torn
I've lost a lot of weight...

I sit in the dark everynight
rememebering out spark...

Everytime you appear
i wish i could just disappear...

This is the lace
of my red tears...

I hate my life
so I took this knife...

My heart is bleeding
never suceeding...