God, I feel like dying,
for now I'll settle for crying...

Dear diary,
I'm not sure where to start...

Look at me and tell me what you see.
Do you see a girl in love with the world...

I want to feel you
touch your skin...

Suicide, Suicide calling your name.
Suicide, Suicide an end to all shame...

I cried myself to sleep last night,
rocked myself so it would be alright...

I love you so, my other half,
your the one that makes me laugh...

Dreams
fall from my grasp...

Sometimes when I'm sad
I crawl into a shell...

Everything I do is a cry for your attention,
every little feeling is beyond my comprehension...

I feel a scream building up inside of me.
Starting from my gut, moving up...slowly, with...

Everyone has a fear
no matter how big or small...