She asked me, "why, why don't you just stop...
i replied, "honestly, i do try.&quot...

Pointless thoughts tumble through my head
not sure what i'm gonna do, where i'll tread...

Constantly ashamed of my life and haunted nightly...
Why did I have to be born...

The smell of sunflowers and cigarettes.
The mixture i have known for years...

I was aching for any kind of human contact.
It wasn't that long ago I was downshifting to pass...

I came home, with not even a light on to greet me.
It didnt matter whether I came back or not...

The smell of Sunflowers came into the room.
how sweet the smell, i've always like Sunflowers...

All I ever wanted was to be a good boy. [make you...
Mommy, I'm just four years old. [I am so confused...