I have decided
I refuse to live...

Afraid to go outside
To talk on the phone...

Take my hand
It says...

I tell myself
The only reason I stare...

Eyelids close
A voice rasps...

I never saw the knife
As the light made it shine...

I know it's long, but please read and/or...
I sit here patiently...

Chasing the sunset
Searching for tomorrow...

I pick up the knife
Then put it back down...

The nightmare comes
Tearing apart my dreams...

Mourning death
Is like craving desire...

Is it creative desire that sparks our engineering
Skills that cause fires that desecrate our...