exhausted with the expectations
leave me barefoot in heavy snow...

Smoky pine, cedar, and cloves
haunt the grove close to home...

I can't fall asleep if you're
not at ease, steady in my arms...

You leave me in ruins
and at the end of each...

I regret not killing you.
I could have done it quickly, without a trace...

There are ways we talk around
her, taking shameful steps...

I went to the grocery store the other day.
I didn't plan it...

Whenever she bakes, I'm reminded of
home...

Trigger warning: eating disorder...

I'm sorry,
I couldn't keep...

You want me to go out
into the world...

I regret most of our conversations,
especially the important ones...