I'm tired of feeling this way.
my body is way to tired to feel your face...

I'm sitting here on the edge of my bed.
the tears fall down and hit my cuts on my legs...

Oops, I'm back at it again.
you told me not to look back...

You wouldn't think it would happen to yourself.
You here from others that it happened to them...

My mind is wasted with those thoughts.
the bottle is empty and the razor is in my hand...

This is where I stand.
on my two feet on the ground...

Let me put my make up on.
the eyeshadow so yellow...

I thought you were safe to ride with.
I thought you loved me because I was your...

So I sit here crying about you.
the tears are dripping down on the keys...

I'm standing in my door way.
your screaming out your heart on the pavement...

Her words were with wisdom.
her thinking was truthful...

You told me we were going to be best friends.
right when we graduate and be there to the end...