Vision blurred, tear stained paper
Wanna go, disappear like vapor...

Why is my life spinning out of control?
What did I do for this to be...

Have you ever been torn down
Where your self-esteem is gone...

Sorry
I don't act like I'm suppose to act...

I should've seen it
Why were my eye's closed...

I wanna runaway
Wanna go to distance lands...

*This is dedicated to my twin sister Jessica
She's been going through so much...

He finally gave up
On everything he knew...

Before you read this, I want to tell you what...
Say it again, nothing to lose, nothing to gain...

As the storm brews within the wind
Washing away all the sins...

Another season has come
Where snow falls deep...

You wonder why, why I don't open
I been their, so much hopen...