The nightmares...
So much worse now with age...

I want to feel something,
Anything...

A cry out into the blank abyss that is my soul
a final outreach in my diminished mental state...

There's no getting up from where I’ve been
There’s no forgetting the torment...

In an existance you meet many people,
some mean nothing to you...

I fall beside the bed.
Blood is the floor...

I'm to tired to smile
I know you’re not that naive...

Drenched in bloody regrets i fall
one last time i cry...

A silent submission to the darkness within
Life from her grasp it does fall...

So many millions of people in this world
How many stop to ask your name...

Twisting in a nothing
a black without a face...

Experiences thrive on reactions
Events come from the reactions that arise in the...