It started off as a game
And the bet was on my heart...

I am Scanning my brain
Going through all the memories...

As saying goes when a door closes another opens
Sadly it doesn't work for me...

Where do I go from here?
These feelings that I am starting to fear...

My reality is much to dark for you to view
For your eyes will bleed darkness...

I am sorry that I could not stay
I am sorry that I cannot hold your hand any longer...

Heart broken comes easy to me
If someone told me I was handsome I would not...

I think about you everyday
From the moment I wake up...

I used to think
That you were different from the rest...

Four years already has passed by since I met you
I cannot believe its been this long already...

I loved the time that we spent together
Love and happiness returned to me...

I sit here at night
Staring into an endless abyss...