My phone was ringing,
it was her mom...

I look at my phone.
Two girls, smiling, faces pressed together...

Im sorry i failed you.
Im sorry i never saw it coming...

Thats it.
I am so done...

Im so tired.
Tired of putting on the "happy face&quot...

Does anyone know the real me?
Do they know im not as happy as i seem...

You have been my best friend for the last couple...
We stood together through the laughter and through...

My dad hasn't been there for me
For days, and months and years...

My heart has never felt so much pain
And the sky, like my eyes, have been pouring rain...

I awake each morning to start a new day
But the pain of losing you never quite goes away...

I'm hunting down a killer
Who's weapon of choice is a gun...

I used to question bulimics
'How does one force themselves to vomit...