I shouldn't be afraid to lose you
You weren't mine to begin with...
Once again I'm losing my mind
Coming to you to feel better...
Our bodies sit right next to each other
While our minds are worlds apart...
daggers for eyes staring at me
yet looking right through me...
voice beautiful like a lullaby
whispering sweet words...
everyone thinks that I'm all better
that I'm all healed up now...
listening to this beautiful yet sad song
letting the lyrics take me somewhere else...
Don't tell me I'm alone
Stay with me...
Screaming at myself to stop the pain
Watching myself continue to dig deeper...
Barely a piece of matter
Practically invisible...
Reminiscing on lies that never happened
While we remember the pain...
Staring danger in the eyes
Welcoming in the lies...