I shouldn't be afraid to lose you
You weren't mine to begin with...
Once again I'm losing my mind
Coming to you to feel better...
everyone thinks that I'm all better
that I'm all healed up now...
daggers for eyes staring right at me
yet somehow looking right through me...
Our bodies sit right next to each other
While our minds are worlds apart...
Skies faded to black
Pollution covering the air...
Just trying to stand on your own two feet
Already being told you're doing it all wrong...
Barely able to see the world through my tears
Nightmares constantly haunt me...
I walk into a room with so many thoughts racing...
Sometimes the simplest of things can be the most...
go ahead and cry your crocodile tears
you're really only sorry for yourself...
echoes of your beautiful voice everywhere I go
those hazel eyes stained in the back of my mind...
Screaming at myself to stop the pain
Watching myself continue to dig deeper...