I shouldn't be afraid to lose you
You weren't mine to begin with...

Once again I'm losing my mind
Coming to you to feel better...

everyone thinks that I'm all better
that I'm all healed up now...

voice beautiful like a lullaby
whispering sweet words...

daggers for eyes staring at me
yet looking right through me...

Our bodies sit right next to each other
While our minds are worlds apart...

On my knees
Tearing myself apart...

I begged for your attention
You ignored me as if I were invisible...

Barely able to see the world through my tears
Nightmares constantly haunt me...

I walk into a room with so many thoughts racing...
Sometimes the simplest of things can be the most...

listening to this beautiful yet sad song
letting the lyrics take me somewhere else...

Could have been so many great things
Instead you chose to be a monster...