I shouldn't be afraid to lose you
You weren't mine to begin with...

Once again I'm losing my mind
Coming to you to feel better...

Our bodies sit right next to each other
While our minds are worlds apart...

daggers for eyes staring right at me
yet somehow looking right through me...

everyone thinks that I'm all better
that I'm all healed up now...

Chance after chance
All taken for granted...

Staring at your beautiful lifeless body
Laid so peacefully in the casket...

On the floor ,all alone
Shattered to pieces...

Please don't waste my time with apologies
they're nothing more than just insincere words...

On my knees
Tearing myself apart...

Skies faded to black
Pollution covering the air...

Barely able to see the world through my tears
Nightmares constantly haunt me...