I love the way he makes me smile
I love the way he makes me laugh with glee...

I see my mother slowly slipping away
Not really knowing what's gonna happen the next...

No one knows my inner pain
Pain so great that I've become insane...

With this girl I am in love,
It feels like she came from above...

Darkness was once my entire life
So much that I needed the feel of a knife...

These thoughts racing through my head
Most of them about being dead...

I don't know who I am anymore
The darkness hits me at my core...

I sit here thinking of the past
All of the years just rushing by so fast...

These emotions swirling around my brain
Tears falling down my cheeks like rain...

It was but a month ago when my mom told him she...
She wanted him to sign the divorce papers and...

Dear Tara...
I know you won't read this but still I will write...