I don't know who I am anymore
The darkness hits me at my core...

Behind these eyes that see all
Stands a lonely figure next to a wall...

These thoughts racing through my head
Most of them about being dead...

Dear Tara...
I know you won't read this but still I will write...

Here I stand on the edge of life
Nowhere to turn, noone to take away the knife...

She sits crying late at night
Shaking with terrible fright...

Living in a life full of anguish and pain
Drowning in enough sorrow to make me insane...

I love the way he makes me smile
I love the way he makes me laugh with glee...

I sit here thinking of the past
All of the years just rushing by so fast...

It was but a month ago when my mom told him she...
She wanted him to sign the divorce papers and...

No one knows my inner pain
Pain so great that I've become insane...

No one's there
When you want to die...