by A Broken Bleeding Soul   Jan 11, 2006

I'm getting this feeling
I hate it so much
I need my razor
I need it's sweet touch

I'm f u c k ing going crazy
I need to cut my skin
Who cares if its wrong
I know I always sin

Don't tell me to stop
I'll just keep pushing deeper in
I want to let it out
Everything that's within

I want to let it out all my blood
Run my body dry
And if I'm lucky
Then I might even die

Go ahead, call me crazy
I am, I already know
It's running through my blood
But I never let it show

Just try to take away my blade
I'll find another way
I'll find a way to cut again
Tomorrow or today

This all may seem weird to you
But it's how I am, you see
I live because of this knife
It's become a part of me

Yeah, you can say I'm addicted
I love my little blade
And I can say it loves me too
Just look at the scars it's made

* I know it's kind of sickening... I was just letting out my thoughts. No need to to be alarmed *

© Copyright 2006


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  • 10 years ago

    by VYXSIN

    This poem is anything but sickning, its emotional, you are a very very talented writer. you should give me some tips lol


  • 12 years ago

    by SilentDreams

    Your poems are amazing and filled with so much emotion...your making me want to cry...I really don't know what to say apart from what i said before, keep strong and i hope you find that someone or something that helps you get through this.

  • 12 years ago

    by Denise

    As usual 5/5....I really admire your writing.

    -Ur biggest fan

  • 12 years ago

    by Silence

    It was beautiful, as always. You're a really really good writer.

  • 12 years ago

    by StormyWeather

    i don't really know if that was the right word...
    it's beautiful, and horrifying. i just read it over and over again trying to get the image out of my head.
    you don't realise how powerful your poem is. even for people like me who find it hard to understand, the words hurt in a special way. it's like you wrap your words around me and draw me in until i find some way to break the spell. i don't know if i like losing myself in this, but i know i liked your poem.

    take care, remember we love you

    abbi x