Your poems are amazing and filled with so much emotion...your making me want to cry...I really don't know what to say apart from what i said before, keep strong and i hope you find that someone or something that helps you get through this.
i don't really know if that was the right word...
it's beautiful, and horrifying. i just read it over and over again trying to get the image out of my head.
you don't realise how powerful your poem is. even for people like me who find it hard to understand, the words hurt in a special way. it's like you wrap your words around me and draw me in until i find some way to break the spell. i don't know if i like losing myself in this, but i know i liked your poem.