A Desert Memorie

I can't understand the way
Those words come together
And realize each day
That there is still more to weather

Through the ocean of pain
I search for water
Deprived of the rain
It just keeps getting hotter

This is no land I walk
Just a book of blank pages
Where the crows seem to mock
In unforgiving rages

It's a page blank after blank
With no sign of water
The feeling becomes to rank
And the pain just gets harder

I'm going farther and farther
And I've gone astray
I ask myself why do I bother
When it's my dieing day