In shadows deep, a devil stood in guise,
Forcing love upon me, veiling his lies...
I hesitate and stall before I open the door
The pain I feel I can’t endure it anymore...
When all the birds in the sky
Can't be seen...
Within the walls that barricade her heart
Hate soars above the railings of despair...
No tears, no words could express what I feel
the empty cheer says you are no longer here...
We made the antidote for suffering
And we choked the pills down yesterday...
I still can't believe you're gone,
but I can't let myself miss you too much...
November 28, 2023.
I think it's coming again. I feel it in my body...
When I open the door
You are no longer there...
I didn't know what a massacre is then.
I didn't know what it entails...
Last night, the rain raged for six
hours straight, for me to wake up to...
Save your breath,
now I think I'm starting to choke...