I found out today that this kid I know just shot himself over a woman who he fell for. I hope you're doing better. Fighters like you are hard to come by. Keep ya head up little warrior and come back to us soon.

I once knew a kid like no other. He could fight for days without ever being touched. And if/when he loved someone, he gave them their heart until they broke it... I just never knew that him giving out his heart made him hurt this bad...

I have a strong heart not a mountain,
In which u throw stone every day,
Stop hurting me, I can't bear more.

Life is but a puddle, full of mud that you get dragged through

And it's back the feeling of loneliness, but where are the people that said they cared about me? Where are my friends when I need them the most?

Need to go. bye friends

I glance at the mirror one last time
Nothing has revised
Maybe this is my punishment
To always be someone I despise

From my poem Killing the Facade

And it's finally coming back to me.. The need to feel the pain.

Don't you wish you could forget it all?
Everything?
Everything that leaves a frown, tear or sting?
When sleep is the closest thing,
That will distract you from your dreams
And the bed is only one that will catch you
When you fall...

Mistakes of the past greet the present
and kneel before those that are yet to come.