Forever waiting...endless weeping...eternally sleeping.

I'm done. I can't take this anymore. I hate this world. I hope these pills kill me.

I'm so ready to give up. I want to slit my wrists and die. Would you stop me? Or just watch as I bleed?

I'm not doing so well.
Was I ever?
I don't feel so swell.
I can't go on like this.

I hurt.

How cold you be so heartless ? :(

You will never know how much I shook tonight, how much every ounce of me begged to be able to be near you.

It feels like the creativeness that normally forms words for my writing is slowly leaking out of my veins.

All I want is my happily ever after but I know now that they do not exist.

Please, someone take this pain away. I can't take it anymore.