Do you hear my screams
Shrouded by this break
I have become someone else
Nothing but a fake...

I believe in what I see
But what I see isn't all real
I'm starting to lose my grip
On how it is I'm suppose to feel.

I'm not afraid of the jump
I'm scared where I will fall
Because down those slippery slopes
We tend to lose it all...

"I just wanted you to know the world is ugly."-MCR

I'm such a chicken. I have the knife here in my hands. Why can't I do it? Maybe because I know it would kill you too.

Expecting people to chaange is worthless you cant change what the mind has alresdy decided on.

Is this really what I want? I don't know any more.

No 1 can hurt me more then he did
bc all the things he said
are still running through my head
hurting unbearably 2 find out he never meant a thing
I cant change the truth
No other guy will hear me say I <3 U
Nor will I open up again
This is why!

If life was just, I'd be at my own funeral, just so I could say goodbye to family, friends and loved ones. The biggest party of my life and I won't be there to celebrate it. I feel violated and robbed. Darn you world.

Mistaken, misjudged, misunderstood is what i am</3