"Nature;s first greeen is gold.
Her hardest hue to hold
Her early leaf's a flower
But only so an hour
So leaf subsides to leaf
So Eden sank to grief
So dawn goes down to day
Nothing gold can stay."

The very fabric of my soul is being torn with each passing day. And my will to go on is slowly fading away.Cant you help me with all this pain i feel, i don't want to go on if this is what is real.

What if I said you never mattered?
That I never lost a moment of sleep..
What if I crushed your dreams..broke all the promises I swore to keep.. Tell me how your life would be If I did to you what you did to me?

Today we'll eat,
While millions cry
Tomorrow we'll drink
While millions die

"i need help finding the answer, not people guessing at the answer for me"

-Me

Can you see beneath her eyes
deep inside where she crys
her life caught inbetween a web of lies
up until the day she dies

You dont know what you've got til it's gone

And
With one last look to the sky
she took the bottle filled with pills
than,
She closed her eyes
and waited for death to come
while she was lying there
in the fields...

© Tine Deliën

Behind this mask of a smile, is a tormented soul, just wanting to be put out of my misery

Today my mom walked up to me...
and said here take this pill
it'll make you happy...

one of the saddest things to know
is that you cant be happy on your own..