The Pen That Speaks The Words I Cannot
And The Papper That Holds Them

You come admist your own wreckage,
but you dont make a move,you just stay there,
with eyes squeeze shut,
just hoping to bleed to death.

Fate has turned around,
Christ is upside-down.
Faith is nowhere to be found.
Because Myself is
Where im bound

You will never know me
until you've been in
the hell hole that
i go home to everyday

...punish me for not being the one you want me to be, before I decide to punish myself for becoming something I’ve always hated

I've always thought that having a reason to live is very important so i never stopped searching for one...now i realize that all i've been searching for was just an Excuse for my existence

You wish hard enough that your dreams will come true. Face the truth in reality that only nightmares come through since we have to work for what we really want even if we might never get it, and what we dont want that we will end up getting.

My Mother thinks I cut to bleed,
Little does she know, I cut to be freed.

(Just another gay-ass-lame emo moment.)

Trap the rabbit in its hole
Smoke him out and eat him whole

Dismember myself,
Severe my veins.
Poison myself,
A heartless joke.
Slash at my neck,
Gouge out my eyes.
Screaming in agony,
You pacify me.