Take care of what i write,
because this might be my last night,
here and speaking my mind,
this helps me pass the time,
of a life i dont want to live,
so my soul i must give,
to a new place that is waiting.

Its happy time in the Hanshaw home but no one shows up at the dinner table....only thing on the table...a bloody axe...."I Wonder Where Mommy And Daddy Are..."

Hell may be scary to some people here, but to me it is just a ring of fire i wear everyday!!

My reflection never answers.

They say shez dead
but she talks to me everyday
y dont they accept??

To my right is my television screen. It's off and the glass is dark. I can see my sofa reflecting in it. I see something else. I like to call him dread. He sits and watches me. Always there. On the back of my mind.

So ill paint it over
make it fake
till you believe that its okay

If you're always happy, after a while, even being happy don't makes you happy anymore. So being sad sometimes is a good thing, I think.

Death is a tragity
for some it's a joy
some just play with it
like it's a toy

a boy or a girl
doesn't matter which
the person is blood thirsty
their minds will not switch

it may be an enemy
or even a friend
who cares
not them

It's when you realize the worst time of your life was the best thing that ever happened to you