How can i carry on
when all i hear is screaming
as much as i'd like to
i can't shake this feeling
of never ending disappointment
whether reality or dreaming
do i stand any chance
if i'm starting to believe
that life has no meaning

"The Beautiful People Know The Most Pain"

~Summer-Skye~

Everything is akward for me.

One of life's most troubling and hardest lessons to learn, is knowing when to dig deep and hang on tightly, or to just lick a finger and turn the page.

I'm lost at sea, sinking into my dreams, waiting for someone, to come and rescue me.

Like if you believe..
there's a way.
If you had plans..
you can make things work right.

There's always a chance to change, if you just act and make it happen.

"seeking today what was left behind yesterday will be lost tomorrow"

I'm being simultaneously attacked for my life by nature and all that has been nurtured. Therefore, I think it might be most advantageous to sit on the fence for a little while. Well, at least until they have both calmed down

Restarting is like rebuilding..sometimes it takes a super long time. but eventually, you get somewhere with what you've got left, not with what you've lost..
8-18-12