I'm lost

I fell down as I walk down the street
You weren't here and I tried be discreet
Morning stars came to keep my heartbeat
I was starting to skip and I couldn't breathe

I trusted myself wherever it'll take me
Please help me see my visions are blurry
I couldn't beam through the darkness of the alley
Why wouldn't someone come and rescue me?

I thought everything was everlasting
Then why isn't everything going so perfect
I have nothing to do except to bleed
Why didn't you keep your gentle creed

Seasons of fireworks they never draw near
They gave me nothing except those frightening fears
Seems like I am the voice who everyone couldn't hear
I have no clue why everything is so blear